I've never felt this way before, everything that I do , reminds me of you everything is so white and clean outside the house , outside the room. why cant I just get a sight of you? why am I even scared to tell you that I ever see you in my dreams? I have never seen anything as half beautiful as the snow in london in my life, just like I have never seen eyes as clear and blue as yours. should I give up? or should I leave it there? give me a clue. even if just a smile or a subtle wind of your smell.

I want to walk in snow to college tomorrow, and picture you standing there with me.